Showing posts with label Jarilo. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Jarilo. Show all posts

Saturday, 10 May 2025

Partridge and mirror

Two mosaics done by the same craftsman, or a proof of the existence of a Roman "fashionable mosaics copy book"? I will leave this to others to ponder...

This one is from Empuries, Spain. 

This one is from Pompeii, Italy.

The bird, red legged partridge, is depicted picking a mirror from jewellery basket...Why? Let's talk about partridges...

Partridge is known for its mad passionate mating. It starts at the beginning of spring, in February with loud love songs. It culminates in March with mad fighting for females. The shagging continues into April. So it basically spans the whole of spring...

This is what made partridge the symbol of spring...And one of the calendar markers meaning spring. Like on this Levantine water vessel which depicts the rain season: winter  (Nov-Jan, Ibex mating season), spring (Feb-Apr, Partridge mating season)

I talked about this vessel in my post "Goats and partridges"...

The result of partridge's spring sex madness is the biggest clutch of eggs that any bird in Europe lays...This all made partridge and its eggs a symbol of fertility...Here are partridges with their eggs (painted!!!) on Minoan frescoes from Knossos...


I talked about this in my post "Painted eggs from Knossos"...

The above depictions are of one of three very similar types of partridges: "Rock partridge", "Chukar partridge", "Red legged partridge"...

Now, in Serbian the name for partridge is "jarebica", a word without official etymology, but which most likely comes from "jar" (spring, youth) + "jebica" (fucker 🙂)...Fitting, right? This is the kind of partridge most common in Serbia and the rest of Balkans including Greece, grey partridge...


I talked about this in my post "Partridge"...

That this etymology is most likely right, can be seen from the fact that Serbian name for chukar partridge is "kamenjarka" (stone bird, due to it living in the coastal rocky areas)...This is also an euphemism for a whore...Fitting again I think...

There is someone else who goes through the same passionate courtship at the same time as partridges. Young spring earth. She is born at the beginning of February, the first day of spring. She gets more and more beautiful as the spring progresses...

She is courted by the young sun, who is born on winter solstice "in the land of the dead" (winter). He arrives from the land of the dead with the returning migratory birds...

He is welcomed by a beautiful young spring earth...Their courtship during the spring is nothing else but "jarjeb" meaning "spring fucking", the "union" of the young sun and young earth. It is this union that produces all life and all the bounty of summer and autumn...

This is why in South Slavic folklore, partridge is found in wedding rituals...There is a Croatian ceremonial wedding "play" called "traženje jarebice" (looking for partridge) which was first recorded in 17th century...

The ritual was performed like this: 

When groom's retinue arrived at the bride's house to take her away, bride's father would ask them who they were and what they came for. The leader of the groom's party would answer that they were looking for a partridge...

The bride's father would then say that he hasn't seen any partridge. The groom's party would then insist on checking for themselves that the bride's father was telling the truth. The bride's father then lets the groom's party in...

The bride's father then brings out the oldest woman in the house who is holding a flour sieve on her head and asks the groom's party if that is the partridge they were looking for?

When the groom's party say that it wasn't, the bride is brought out and the groom's party exclaim that it is her they were looking for...The groom's party then takes the bride to the church to get married...

You can see that this ritual directly links partridge to female fertility. The groom is looking for a fertile young wife, and this is what partridge represents....

But the partridge is also a symbol for a fertile young earth. The fact that the old woman, which was brought out first, holds a flour sieve on her head, shows that women in this play also represent the Mother Earth, the mother of grain...

The bride is the spring earth, young and fertile, bearing young grain and ready to give birth to it...

The old woman is the winter earth, the old hag, the earth who has already bore her fruit and is about to die and be reborn...Into spring earth, the bride...

Which is what the Snow-white fairytale talks about: 

In the original story about the Snow-White, it is the mother and not the step mother who is jealous of the girl and who, disguised as an old woman, kills her with a poisoned apple...That is very interesting...

Every year, a beautiful mother, disguised as an old woman, kills her even more beautiful daughter with an apple. The dead daughter then lies dead in a "crystal coffin" until a young prince comes by and revives her. Two of them then get married. Except this is not a happy end...

The beautiful daughter becomes a beautiful woman and has even more beautiful daughter, who she kills out of jealousy, with an apple, disguised as an old woman...And so on and so forth...Endlessly, year after year...

What we have here is the story of Earth going through seasons: Spring, Summer, Autumn, Winter, Spring...

Beautiful young Spring Earth becomes bountiful Summer and Autumn Earth. Still beautiful, but in no way as beautiful as the Young Spring Earth...

Because of the cyclical nature of the solar year, Autumn Earth is the mother of Spring Earth of the next solar year. As Autumn ends, and the crab apples are the last fruit left on the trees, Autumn Earth turn into Old Hag Winter Earth, who "kills" her own younger self...

Dead Earth lies in her icy coffin until Young Spring Sun arrives. He sees beautiful Spring Earth under the ice, falls in love with her and revives her. Spring Earth, marries Spring Sun...

But seasons pass, Spring Earth turns into Summer Earth and then into Autumn Earth and then into Winter Earth...And the story repeats itself...Luckily, every spring, Young Sun arrives to save the day 🙂...

I talked about this in my post "Snow White"...

This same thing is also found in Scottish folklore:

In Gaelic, the word Cailleach means both an old woman and the last sheaf of wheat and the corn dolly made from it. Corn dolly (maiden) which represents Mother Earth, the life (grain) giving mother...

I talked about this in my post "Old woman of the mill dust"

And the same theme is found in Slovenian folk play in which and old woman is transformed through milling into a young maiden...

I talked about this in my post "Babji mlin"...

Remember the flour sieve from the Croatian wedding ritual?

My favorite example of the link between female and earth (grain) fertility comes from Russia. In the past, after the last sheaf of grain was cut, women harvesters would lie down on the ground and roll around the field "to return the strength to the earth". 

Fallowed by this ritual from Ireland which symbolically links the land (grain sheaves) and female fertility (bride). These are Strawboys who used to call at the home of the bride on her wedding day. Co Sligo. Ireland. Early 1900s. (National Museums of Northern Ireland).

I talked about this in my posts "Walking sheafs of wheat"... 

The link between female and earth fertility and partridges can be seen in these two "funny" (actually ritual) songs from Croatia and Macedonia:

This is the beginning of a wedding song, recorded in Poljci in Croatia, which describes the wedding feast:

I brought my bride home and gave her dinner.

First evening she ate a partridge

Second evening she ate two pigeons and a quail

Third evening she ate three doves, two pigeons and a quail

Fourth evening she ate four ducks, three doves, two pigeons and a quail...

This is obviously a ritual song performed during a ritual feast. The marriage was supposed to result in many children. Which is why a partridge, symbol of sex and fertility, is the first thing given to the bride to eat...

Basically through this act, the fertility of partridge is supposed to be passed onto the bride. The fact that the bride then keeps eating all the animals that a fertile land might give birth to shows that this is about earth fertility too...

This is a beginning of a song from Macedonia: 

A grandmother sat down to eat.

She first ate a partridge but was still hungry. 

Then she ate a partridge and two pigeons, but was still hungry. 

Then a partridge, two pigeons and three fried chicken - still not full....

You can find the full songs in my post "Partridge"...

The word for grandmother in South Slavic languages is "Baba". This word means mother, grandmother, midwife...but also Mother Goddess, Mother Earth...I talked about this in my post "Baba's day"...

In South Slavic folklore, the young earth is represented by the goddess Vesna. Her name means Spring. She is the goddess of youth and female fertility. And the twin sister and lover of Jarilo, the young sun, whose name means Spring too (among other things)...

I believe that partridge was once in the Balkans associated with Vesna, the lover and bride of Jarilo. 

Finally...These are tетёрки (pronounced tetyorki), large ceremonial cookies baked for spring equinox in the northern part of Russia. They were given to children who were supposed to look through them at the spring sun...

In Arkhangelsk region, where "тетёрка" cookies are made, the word "тетёрка" means partridge...Partridge, the symbol of spring, spring earth, fertility...Both earth and female fertility...

This is one of the reasons why "тетёрка" cookies were also made as part of wedding rituals. They were made by the bride's mother and were given to groom's family as presents. 

Fitting right?

I talked about this in my post "Tetyorki"...

So next time you sing "partridge in a pear tree" just remember that partridge (symbol of female fertility in Slavic folklore) is sitting on a pear tree (a female tree in Slavic folklore)...

Interestingly, in all the above songs, partridge (the sacred bird of Artemis, the twin sister of Apollo) is followed by dove/pigeon (the sacred bird of Aphrodite, the lover of Ares)...

This is why I think this is very interesting. Check this out:

Native Balkan dove

Native Balkan partridge

See how they can be very easily confused?

Now remember: 

Vesna, the young earth, was twin sister of Jarilo, the young sun. Just like Artemis was the twin sister of Apollo...whose sacred bird was partridge...BTW, I find it funny that they gave partridge, the uber sex bird, as a sacred bird to the goddess of chastity...

Vesna was also the lover of Jarilo...

Jarilo whose name as I said comes from the root "jar" which means spring, green...But also, brightly burning...and raging...Jarilo was also war god...Just like Ares, the raging Greek war god whose lover was Aphrodite...whose sacred bird was dove...

Slavic Vesna = Artemis + Aphrodite = partridge + dove

Slavic Jarilo = Apollo + Ares

Which brings me back to the original partridge mosaics. Why are partridges picking mirrors out of the boxes? Is it because mirrors were sacred to Aphrodite???

And so, finally, a question: How old are "Ancient Greek" myths? And are they "Greek" in origin? Like the myth about Hephaestus, the lame Smith God and his unfaithful wife, the goddess of love and beauty, Aphrodite? Why do I ask? Cause of this: "Vučedol dove/partridge" figurine found in a blacksmith workshop of lame smith from Bronze Age Balkan Vučedol culture...


From my post "Hephaestus and partridge"...

That's it. To read more about ancient animal and plant calendar markers, start here…Then check my twitter threads I still didn't convert to blog post...I am way way behind...

Saturday, 13 July 2024

St George of the Sprouting Crown

St George of the Sprouting Crown. Ethiopia, 19th c

What does this mean? Let me try to explain...

I'll start with the excerpt from my post "Letnitsa treasure":

Snakes are solar animals. They are in our world when sun is in our world (hot part of the year) and they are in the underworld when sun is in the underworld (cold part of the year)...I talked about this in my post "The chthonic animal"

Snakes are symbol of the sun and the sun's heat. They are also symbols of the beginning of summer, as vipers, the most common Eurasian snakes, start mating in Apr/May, beginning of summer...

And dragons, old snakes, are symbol of the old sun, destructive summer sun which burns the land and causes drought. Steals and guards water...Which is why in Slavic mythology, dragon, always breathes fire...

And which is why in the past, during spring droughts, Serbs used to go to mountain lakes, on St George's day, and pray for rain on lake shores "to the dragons living in the lake who swallowed the rain"...

I talked about this in my post "Dragon who stole rain"...

There is actually a Serbian belief that "a snake got wings when it lived over 100 years, after which it flew away to live in lakes and waters"...Just like a Dragon...

This is in addition to the belief from Ukraine and Poland that snakes once had wings and flew in the sky. But the sun burned their wings and they fell on the ground. I wrote about this in my article about Slavic belief in the link between snakes and sun...

Now, there is an interesting Slavic word "jar" which means young, green, spring...It is the root of the name of the Slavic sun god, Jarilo (pronounced Yahreeloh)...He is the life giving spring and early summer sun that brings back life to the frozen earth...Here is a depiction of Jarilo painted by Russian artist Andrey Shishkin...

Jarilo is the original Green Man...This is Zeleni Jura (Green Jarilo) walking the earth. Part of Jurjevanje, celebration of the spring return of Jarilo, Sun god, from the land of the dead...Bela Krajina, area inhabited by descendants of Serbians who migrated here during Turkish invasions of the Balkans. Today split between Croatia/Slovenia...

But the root "jar" can also mean "brightly burning" and "raging, furious"...

This means that Jarilo can also mean "The Scorcher", the life destroying burning sun of the late summer and early autumn...

Two suns, young and old, the life creator and life destroyer...In one...

Jurjevo, the celebration of the return of Jarilo, is today known as St George's day. St George is basically Christianised Jarilo...

Jurjevo is the celebration of the beginning of the summer, the domain of the sun...And dragons...Because as the summer goes on, and the sun gets hotter and hotter, snake, the symbol of sun's heat, grows older and older and eventually turns into dragon, the symbol of destructive sun's heat...

Jarilo, The Scorcher, The Dragon...To whom Serbs, sacrificed rams during droughts, on St George's day, with blood poured into the lake, for the dragon who stole rain...

Funny...

St George = Jarilo = Dragon...

By the way, Serbs believed that the Snake King, who is "An Old Male snake", The Dragon, also had a "green branch in his mouth"...

Interesting right? 

Snake King = Dragon = Jarilo = Green man...

By the way, the dragons who steal princesses in the Balkan fairytales usually live in palaces...They are kings...Snake kings...

I believe that Jurjevo, Jarilo's day, is at the same time the celebration of good spring sun and bad summer sun. The day of thanks for the spring and prayers for the summer...Anyway, on that day spring ends, summer begins...

And every year, on The Day of Jarilo, The Day of Dragon, the Young Spring Earth, Vesna, is "sacrificed" to the Young Sun, Jarilo (The Dragon). Spring (the princess) is "sacrificed" (it ends) so that Summer (The Dragon) can begin???

But wait, St George is a dragon killer!!! Well, what's the best way to Christianise Jarilo, The Sun, The Scorcher, The Dragon, than to turn it into it's opposite...The Dragon Killer...

In Serbian Orthodox church tradition, the beginning and the end of the "Time of Dragons", the hot sunny half of the year, is marked (guarded) by Two Georges, Summer and Winter St Georg (e's day)...I talked about this in my post "Two Georges"...



One very interesting thing. St George is mostly depicted riding a white horse when he is doing his dragon killing...

(White) Horse is one of the most widespread solar symbols. For instance, Slavic Sun god Svetovid, also rode on a white horse, and white horses were kept in his temples...I wrote about that in my post "Svetovid"...

Celtic solar horse coin. 

Articles about solar horse (equid)

Iran "Water carrier equid", "Dioscuri plate from Iran"

Mesopotamia "Shamash playing with the solar horse", "Sun god from Tell Brak"

India "Hayagriva"

China "Longma", "Three legged crow", "Mythical beast from Xian"

Levant "Alexamenos graffito", "Goddess on a horse", "Unicorn"

Europe "Archaic rider", "Beotian solar pyxis", "Pegasus and chimera", "King John", "The horseman"

We find white horse as a solar symbol even in Jarilo (pronounced Yareeloh) folklore (mythology) where Jarilo "arrives on a white horse"...

What is very interesting is that Radoslav Katičić and Vitomir Belaj, who attempted to reconstruct the mythology surrounding Jarilo, came to the conclusion that he had "equine characteristics", basically that he is both the (solar) rider and the (solar) horse...

From the Animal Calendar Markers point of view, this is pretty clear. The "solarness" 🙂 of equids and their link with Sun gods stems from the fact that horse fertility is governed by sunlight...It starts in Apr/May (start of summer, St George's day) and peaks on Summer Solstice. I talked about this in my post 

This is why...

Horse zodiac symbol is disguised as Dioskuri, divine twin horsemen. The guys who wanted to marry "the daughters of the white horse". They mark Summer Solstice, the peak of the horse mating season, characterised by wild stallion fights for mares...

I talked about this in my posts "Hayagriva", "Dioscuri plate from Iran"...

Anyway, this is also why in Slavic folklore, horse is a symbol for a "young groom"...Which is another disguise for Jarilo, in his "Young Spring Sun" phase, when he marries Vesna, Young Spring Earth....

To read more about ancient animal and plant calendar markers, which were the key to deciphering all this, check my blog posts related to animal calendar markers, and then check my twitter threads I still didn't convert to blog post...I am way behind now...

Saturday, 4 March 2023

Parilia

Happy Parilia (or Palilia) - This Roman festival, held on 21st April, cleansed shepherds & sheep, honouring the god of shepherds & sheep, Pales. A bonfire was built, with the shepherd and sheep jumping through the flames to be cleansed. The painting by Joseph-Benoît Suvée reimagines the festival

I find it interesting that the Romans didn't know who or what Pales was...But, considering that Ovid says that Parilia predates the founding of Rome, Pales and related rituals are of Pre Roman and most likely of Non Roman origin...

I don't know who or what Pales was either. But I would like here to add few bits of information that might help someone, some day, solve this mystery 🙂 First let's have a look at the Parilia ceremony:

"...After the sheep pen had been decorated with green branches and a wreath draped on the gate, the remainder of the ceremony took place in this sequence..."

"...At the first sign of daylight, the shepherd would purify the sheep: by sweeping the pen and then constructing a bonfire...the shepherd would jump through this flame, dragging his sheep along with him...Offerings of bread and milk were then presented to Pales..."

"...After these offerings, the shepherd would wet his hands with dew, face the east, and repeat a prayer four times...requesting Pales’s protection of the shepherd and the flock..."

"...The final portion of the rural festival made use of the beverage burranica, a combination of milk and sapa (boiled wine). After consumption of this beverage, the shepherd would leap through the fire three times, bringing an end to the ceremony..."

So...21st of April is very close to the 1st of May...Which was in some parts of the world known as Beltane (Bealtaine)...The day that marked the beginning of the Celtic summer (May-Oct), half of the year dominated by the sun...


On Beltane, in Scotland, they purified the sheep and cattle by walking them between two fires derived from single ritually kindled fire...I talked about this in my post "Beltane purification ceremony"...

And they did the same thing in Ireland on the same day...I talked about this in my post "The City"...

21st of April is very close to the 23rd of April, St George's day...And in the past in the Balkans, at the dawn of the St George's day, two fires were lit between which people and domestic animals (sheep and cattle) walked "for protection from diseases and snakes"...

St George being Christianised old Slavic sun god Jarilo (The Brightly Burning one), and snake being the solar animal which follows sun everywhere, it is obvious why people performed snake protection rituals on the day of the sun...

But there is something really interesting about when we celebrate St George and St Michael...The dragon killers...They mark the beginning and the end of the "Old Summer", the domain of the sun, the domain of the dragon...I talked about that in my post "Dragon always gets killed"...



BTW, in the old Serbian calendar, solar year is also divided into summer and autumn...Where summer starts with summer St Georges day, and winter starts with Winter St Georges day...

Summer George icon. 

Winter George icon.

So the fire purification on the day (around) the beginning of the summer...The season ruled by the Jarilo, the "Brightly Burning One"...The one who "pali" (lights up fires)...

It is interesting that in the past, in the Balkans, on the morning of St George's day kids were woken up by being swished with nettles, "to be healthy"...

Nettle sting feels like burning, and the expression in Serbian for being stung by nettles is "ožariti se" (to be burned)...

In the past, in Skopska Crna Gora region of Macedonia, women swept their houses with nettles early in the morning on St George's day, "to sweep all bad things out of the house, because everything runs away from nettles"...From: Ѓурѓовденски обичаи (1956) which sadly isn't available on Youtube any more...

There is an expression in Serbian "on žari i pali" which means "he burns and lights up fires"...Jarilo, Žarilo, Palilo...The Burning Sun of summer...

Shepherd kids making flower wreaths in the spring, most likely for Djurdjevdan (St George's day)...


From the description of the Parilia ritual:

"...After the sheep pen had been decorated with green branches and a wreath draped on the gate..."

In Serbia, on the St George's day people put wild flower and medicinal herbs wreaths on house gates for good luck and health...

I talked about St George (Jarilo) as the sheep and shepherds god in my posts "April" and "Aries must die"...

From the description of the Parilia ritual: "...Offerings of bread and milk were then presented to Pales..."

St George's day rituals involving bread and milk from Serbia: 

This is "kravaj" (pronounced kravay), a ritual bread made in Serbia. It was in the past used during "premlaz", the ritual first milking of the year which is always done the day before St George's day and which marks the beginning of the milking season...I talked about this in my post "Aries must die"...

From the description of the Parilia ritual: "...After these offerings, the shepherd would wet his hands with dew, face the east...pray..."

Just in case you wondered who the shepherd was praying to facing east at dawn...The sun...god..who "pali" (burns)...

Oh, and why would he "wet his hands with dew" before praying?

Well in places where people believed in purification by fire at the beginning of summer, they also believed in purification by dew at the beginning of summer...

This is one custom that I only read about before. On the morning of St George's day, girls would go to fields to wash their faces in dew, so that they are beautiful all year round. Recorded in Skopska Crna Gora region of Macedonia. From: Ѓурѓовденски обичаи (1956) which sadly isn't available on Youtube any more...


But this ritual was widespread among Serbs too, where dew bathing was done on the so called "herb Friday", the last Friday before St George's day. And the Irish did it too, on Beltane morning...Just another indication what St George's day is...I talked about this in my post "Morning dew"...

Interestingly, the same ritual is performed in Latvia on Jāņi day (summer solstice). Girls wash their faces with the morning dew, so their face will always be white and beautiful"...Great example how ritual dates change because of climate...I talked about this in my post "Jani"...

And that's it from me for today...After all this, I still don't know who Pales was...But I could guess...🙂 Especially after I recently found out that one of the names of the Mesopotamian god of death, Nergal, the personification of the destructive, burning sun of the late summer, was "Palil"...I talked about this in my post "Palil"...

To read more about ancient animal and plant calendar markers, start here…then check the rest of the blog posts related to animal calendar markers I still didn't add to this page, and finally check my twitter threads I still didn't convert to blog post...I am 9 months behind now...

Sunday, 8 January 2023

Palil

Today I came across this paper: "Kissik, Düru and Udannu" and in it, I read this: "deities worshipped in the city Udannu: the god Nergal (always written in the form diGi.DU, which also suggests an alternative reading Palil)..."

This is very interesting... Nergal, the deified destructive "burning" sun, was depicted as a lion man, because Jul/Aug, Leo, is the hottest and driest part of the year in Mesopotamia...Talked abut him in my post "Winged superhuman hero"...

Btw, Leo marks Jul/Aug, cause this is when Eurasian lions main mating season starts...


In Slavic folklore (remnants of old mythologies), middle of Leo, a week at the end of Jul, beginning of Aug, the hottest part of the hottest part of the year is called "kresovi' (fires)...This is because the sun during this period is so hot, that it burns the the land...

Now here is the interesting bit: in Slavic languages the word "pali" means "burns"...

So Palil, the alternative name for Nergal, the destructive, burning sun in Leo, in Slavic languages means "The one that burns", "The burning one (sun)"...

Weird, right? Also, did you know that Aplu was the Late Bronze Age Hittite and Hurrian god of plague, just like Nergal...And that Aplu was also a title given to the god Nergal, the destructive, burning sun, himself...

And even though we can read that Aplu means "the son of" (whom???), I think that much better meaning of this name is "The one that ignites, burns"...Found in Slavic languages, where "upali" means "ignites"...

And did you know that this Aplu was proposed to be one of the possible roots of the Greek Apollo, The "Terrible", "Feared" Sun god...Whose name in Slavic languages would mean "The one that burns"...Just like Nergal/Palil...

But this is surely a complete coincidence, right? Hmmm...It should be. But...Did you know that "there was an Akkadian god Erra who was syncretised with Nergal at an early date, and, especially in literary texts, they functioned as synonyms of each other"?

Also did you know that Erra is derived from the Semitic root HRR, and was etymologically related to the Akkadian verb ereru, "to scorch"? And that this means that Erra meant "The Scorching one"...

Where are you going with this, I can hear you ask...Here: did you know that Slavic word Jara (pronounced Yahrah) means "scorching heat"?

And that this word is the root of the Slavic Sun god Jarilo, The Scorching one...The Dragon...The Feared one...

Sooo...Not sure what to think of this...Amazing "coincidence"...If it was the only one...

Sumerian is a language isolate, without any known descendants or related languages...but...Interestingly, in it we find some very important words which (look like they) are direct cognates with Words from Balto-Slavic branch of IE languages...

Like words for:

KingScribe and TabletMindBreath, Life, GrainWeevil (Grain eating insect), TeethSickle, Fly

BTW, Akkadian, a Semitic language, also has some very interesting words with (what look like direct) cognates in Balto-Slavic languages...

Like words for:

AxeBalance (This could actually be a Sumerian word, we don't know), GownAcorn and OakBlood and Sacrifice

There is no explanation for how these words can be found in Sumerian and Akkadian, some of the oldest known Non IE languages, and in Balto-Slavic languages, allegedly "the youngest branch of IE languages"...

So what happened here? Is this just a giant pile of coincidences? I mean it must be, right? 

Or maybe we should look at Hurrians of the Mitanni and their Indo-Iranian elite as a possible link here???

As I said, I don't know...I am just documenting all this here...

To read more about ancient animal and plant calendar markers, start here…then check the rest of the blog posts related to animal calendar markers I still didn't add to this page, and finally check my twitter threads I still didn't convert to blog post...I am 9 months behind now...